Thursday, December 11, 2008 . 12:14 PM

1) My friends; are always by my side (:
2) I’m listening to; TiAmo
3) Maybe i should learn; to see things clearly.
4) I love; my family & friends!
5) My plan; to to reach my goal.
6) I don’t understand; my real character n personality
7) I lost; half of what belongs to me initially
8) People say; i'm hard to get along with):
9) I'm missing; those few…
10) Love means; happiness, worry, pain. Sadness and a lot more…
11) Somewhere, someone is; sad.
12) I'm always searching for; the light, leading me..
13) Forever seems; unrealistic at times.
14) I do not want to; show that side of me.
15) My mobile phone; crazy nowadays.. always auto shut down! ><
16) When i wake up in the morning; I’m always sad.
17) I get annoyed when; my wound is open again…
18) Parties are; not wad I like.
*POOF!*, 19 went.
20) Today i; just finished 1 storybook again. xD
21) Tmr i will be; going to sch for meeting
22) I really want; to get control in some stuffs
23) I miss; my grandfather T_T forever my support..
24) What is your phone brand?; sony ericsson.
25) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?; 334
26) What does the second message in your inbox say?; icic.. why??. Hahax.. I also.. long time never do such things.. sian also. =X.. – gary chiam
27) Who was the last person you rang?; daddy!
28) Who was your last missed call from?; mummy!
29) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?; too long to type - ridzuan
30) Who comes after J?; Kai Ling
31 to 39 got kidnapped and was thrown to mars for labour work. LOL.
40) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say.; nvm la. Haha! Still got other chances de ma… - Sent to xiuwen.
41) Who is your network provider?; Starhub!
42) How many messages are there in your inbox?; dunno
43) Who do you have on speed dial 3?; nobody
44) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?; nah.. not using
45) Who is the first person who comes after C?; daniel
46) What do you have as your main ringtone?; bella’s lullaby
47) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
1. kenji
2. shawn
3. roslin.
4. edwina.
5. xiuwen
6-10. ANYBODY?!

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Tuesday, December 09, 2008 . 11:01 AM

我很想杀人，谁有镇定剂?

我人不是很好,
也从不敢攀高,
自从失去了你,
生命便很难搞.

为什么我那么衰? 我看别人的也应该不会是这样吧...
maybe i'm still self-pity-ing myself.. but no choice
i'm a girl afterall..
看来以后的日子,会很好过也会很煎熬...

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008 . 12:45 PM

beibei tagged me on dis quiz.. den to kill time.. i did a long long one.. i wonder.. nvm

Three names you go by:
1. chunluan
2. egg
3. quek?? I dunno

Three screen names you have had:
1. cL
2. querido
3. 雀rido

Three parts of your heritage:(?)
1. singapore.
2. chinese
3. dunno… =x .

Three things that scare you:
1. being unwanted
2. creepy crawlies
3. death

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. handphone.
2. earpiece
3. loved ones.

Three things you are wearing now:
1. t-shirt
2. shorts.
3. undergarments?

Three of your favourite songs:
1. bella’s lullaby
2. to love’s end
3. 说好的幸福

Two truths & a lie, in no particular order:
1. I’m sad, really really sad
2. I hate you
3. I miss my close frenz…

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. listening to music.
2. reading =x
3. being alone

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. to know the truth
2. never wake up from de nice nice dream
3. crying! I store my tears for many days alr..

Three careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1. doctor!
2. accountant
3. assistant

Three places you want to go on vacation to:
1. italy
2. spain
3. japan

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. keep those memories in my mind..
2. to hav my close frenz by my side, having fun n be happy
3. being able to see…

Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
1. my actions (according to my family ==’’)
2. my facial expression??
3. I dun really like shopping

Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
1. my thinking
2. my hidden feelings
3. self-conscious.

Three people that you would like see take this quiz too:
1. banana
2. roslin!
3. anybody else??



If you got married to your most best guy friend, would you be happy?;
I dun tink it works now xD

What did you do this afternoon?;
tuition

When was the last time you smiled?;
few days ago

Can you use chopsticks?;
yes, should be in de proper way..

Who was the last person you slept next to?;
nobody (:

What do you order from taco bell?;
huh? o.O?

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?;
nah.. ignored me.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?;
yeah.. a girl without fringe (:

Do you have unlimited texting?;
yeah.. n I used too much.. 2500+ =x

Ever cried because of happiness?;
yeah

Anything you're giving up on?;
I wan to! But cant bear ):

Whose pool did you last swim in?;
I duno how to swim ==’’

Are you planning on throwing a party this summer?;
I dun like parties

Which girl's house was the last you spent the night at?;
my own house.

What makes you laugh?;
open wound cant make me laugh.

How was last week?;
eh.. I forgotten.. very bad!

What could you go for right this second?;
to get the truth!

What are your plans for the morning?;
sleep as late as possible.. which I cant..

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?;
yeah.. when I sleep or charge battery

Do you like certain romantic cliches?;
yes. (:

Where is your best friend(s) at this exact moment?;
home?

Do you have a ceiling fan located in your room?;
not ceiling.. is wall fan counted?

What is the worst thing that has happened to you lately?;
goner~ *wound*

What color is your car?;
I hope.. silver =x

What sounds are you currently hearing?;
decode by paramour ): confusing my emotions..

Have you told anybody you loved them today?;
no more..

Do you miss anyone?;
obviously.. =x

Are you growing apart from someone close?;
yes.. n its too obvious for me to neglect.

Where was your default pic taken?;
taken from internet.. =x

Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?;
yeah once. No more twice

How much are you on the phone daily?;
dunno

Are you in a good mood?;
no.. its all de way down

Have you ever been in love?;
should I say?

Do you love your life?;
I do love my life.. but more in the past

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?;
nobody.. I dun trust ppl easily now.. no more! Haiz..

What will you be doing in 3 hours?;
talking to kim meng n ryan on msn

What were you doing at midnight last night?;
nightmare..

What is your background on your phone?;
new moon bookcover..

Where is your favorite place to shop?;
no where xD I dun like shoppings

What is your favorite thing to wear?;
wide t shirts wif shorts! N slippers =x

Do you think you are a good driver?;
my grandma say I wont be one.. but I hope im one.. in future

Could you go a day without eating?;
uh.. I tink I would hav gastric?

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?;
mr teo ==’’ (tuition…. )

Were you happy when you woke up today?;
NO! not at all.. dun ask me y

Are you ticklish?;
yeah!

First thing you do when you wake up?;
check phone, brush teeth

What's on your bedroom floor right now?;
books, bags n books!
Ever talked to someone that was drunk?;
once.. scary~~

Do you trust people easily?;
no..

Do any of your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?;
no no no.. no way =x

How many pillows on your bed?;
2. very comfy ^^

Are you single?;
duh! Haha!

Do you have a crush on someone?;
not crush..

Do you hate the last guy you texted?-
never.

When was the last time you took a nap?-
I dun tak nap..

Do you only drink bottled water?-
I drink from cups too… ??

What are you listening to right now?-
小酒窝

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?-
again? Mr teo!

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?-
nobody xD

What's on your mind most today?-
will he reply? Wad will I do at tuition there?

Something that happened today that made you angry?-
not yet..

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?-
telling at appropriate times.. not all is out =x

Do you wear makeup?-
NO!

Are you missing someone?-
mayb?

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?-
I do believe.. but I doubt now? But I still will..

What instant messaging service do you use?-
msn.

Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?-
only child ==’’

Have you ever had a panic attack?-
wad’s dat? =x

What color is your hair?-
black

Who was the last person you talked to in person?-
mummy

Are you happy or sad right now?-
sad. Disappointed.. n I tink much more.

Is your phone right beside you?- yes

Are you cold?-
no.

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?-
I dunno.. it’ll be hell for me.. I doubt I can take it

First thing you did when you woke up?-
check my phone.

What does your best friend(s) call you?-
egg

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?-
snow! Its nice..

Who do you call the most?-
Edwina or roslin?

What were you doing 10 hours ago?-
sleep.

Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?-
no.

Are you that good at math?-
I doubt

Do/did you listen to your parents?-
ya. I daren’t disobey them =x

At what age did you learn to ride a bike?-
I dunno how to ride a bike T_T

What's your favorite holiday?-
I dunno

Ever dyed your hair?-
no. n I hav no intentions to do so.

Love anyone right now ?-
yeah.. family n frenz.

Do you cry a lot?-
de tap jam alr! No tears even though I should be crying now

Are you good at keeping secrets?-
yeah. If I wan

What did you do today?-
nth fruitful

Do you crack your knuckles?-
yeah. Alwaes =x

What kind of tattoos do you want/ have?-
no comments

Do you give special ringtones to certain people?-
no.. but pictures I tink.

Have you talked mean about anyone today?-
nope not yet.

Can you remember your last dream?-
I dowan to rmb.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?-
yeah =x

Suppose you see your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do?-
I’ll cry for days.. even if de tap is stuck. I believe boxes of tissues wont be enough by then.

What is bothering you right now?-
tuition.. n….. I dunno

Can you type over 60 words per minute?-
no.. cannot

Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?-
I dunno. Not intending?

What will you be doing 5 hours from now?-
tuition T_T

What was the highlight for today?-
tuition T_T

Did you had fun today?-
de day hasn’t start yet

If you were to die in a few hours time, what would you do?-
tak out all stuffs wif memories n review =x


THE FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: pri sch fren.. Audrey.
FIRST SCHOOL: dunno which PAP is dat =x
FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia phone
FIRST FUNERAL: ah gong.. k2 christmas. ):
FIRST PET: 2dogs, Johnny n benny =x
FIRST BIG TRIP: korea wif family!
FIRST FIGHT: not yet? I forgotten
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: nope
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Malaysia I tink.
FIRST JOB: -
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: -


THE LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: forgotten
LAST CAR RIDE: my aunt.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: fri noon
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: house bunny I tink..
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: cake
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: food!
LAST SHIRT WORN: green t shirt
LAST PHONE CALL: dunno
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: edwina
LAST KISS: -
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: keyboard.
LAST FUNERAL: 2002
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: sunday
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: long long time ago.
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: mummy!
LAST THING YOU DRANK: plain water.
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: …
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: my birthday


like no life alr.. haiz.. such drastic changes…. done de quiz!lunch time!

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