Friday, June 13, 2008 . 10:32 AM
now.. im really confused. i unno wad is happening.. after wad he asked me. i said there isnt a need cuz i wont feel dat way.. but! his action makes me feel weird. n i dunno. yesterday trng was shit. totally crap. haiz.keep doing fancy drill only. den tanned until de beret line is super obvious! n very malu lo. =='' mine is de worst case. lols. some ppl say de last paragraph of i itnk de previous post very hiong. but come'on.. when u forced a person to its limit. it'll retaliate same as 狗急跳墙. i believe u noe. 把我逼急了，我真不知道会怎么反抗。this is all i can say n warn u. dun believe come n try. u'll regret.
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 . 12:29 PM
seriously.. i really dunno wad to say.went for lmsc course at prcs.
first day is super boring......
can sleep one.. de lecture given are boring till we all can fall asleep
n we had MOI..
not all went.
so its still ok..
den some ppl went up n teach a certain drill.. n its ort of boring also.
cuz teaching standard drills to sec3s. when we aren't standing beside our fren is boring.
cuz there's nobody to talk to.
den lectures lo. boring until all stand up for lecture. lols.
den lunch. de lunch is really much better than dat time we went hta for pk/hfs course one. this is much nicer. den after dat.. lecture again.
n we played sherades and umm.. planning a games day. dats suck..
seriously! no time or my group to even fill in the relevant stuffs la. stupid.
den after dat can go home alr. haha! not bad huh? bu its boring.
2nd day finally got some life...
altho had a very boring talk for 2hrs plu plus i tink...
we had lunch.. after lunch is games!! hehe.
fun is fun luh..
but.............. SOME ARE NOT FUN!
in fact.. all the games is okok. very common games..
but.. i seriously got no comments for it. lols.
play alr. de poncho fold make me die. so as de number from 1 to 16.
girls' learn to protect themselves.. n dunno who say one..
its a good chance for some boy to 乱乱来.. lols!
den after dat play other games lo...
poncho fold is another one. scare me to death only...
den after dat.. debriefing..
only taking pics n taking contacts..
den go home le.. most probably cant see squad 1 anymore lo.. haiz...
but nvm.. juz rmb can alr (:
but now.. my mind is confused.. dunno if de direction im facing is changing onot..
anyways.. i hate her to the core. go anywhere also de same. infront of ppl act innocen dun lik to join in all this.. but i tink dats wad u wanna do.. attract attention n stuffs. but sorry... there are alwaes obstacles. one day.. think will go haywire till u cant control. for those who read this.. dun ask me who is it. figure out urself or ignore it. if u tink im useless den dun care ab me. i'll work it out myself. i dun need dis type of person leading me arnd.. only makes my life like a waste. i won't waste anytime on this ppl. u wanna play. i won't care abt u. bu if u provokd me.. i can play along wif u.. n dat's when i won't lose or giv in. if u dare.. try it.. i won't guarantee de consquence. it may be sth bad or surprising i dunno. n dun expect me to let u off easily.
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Monday, June 02, 2008 . 11:33 AM
okay...i dun really noe wads wrong..
on 29 went for camp until 31.
npcc annual camp basically.
the first day!
all roslin n i does was all shit.
games i super bored down dere....
play with other grps but basically shouting at frederico.
like some split personality girl. so wad la..
de other campers thot i siao
den night still oaky.. fun fun.. my station is fun!! haha
en very long debrief......
with personal attack by sec4s to me. stupid. concern my studies leh.
shit them.
den after dat sleep!!!!
not enough sleep morning woke up get ready for orienteering.
i tink we too tired so very slow..
orienteering stuffs arent at qm so we run all the way back to the store.
quite far de leh!
den get all our stuffs station masters set off later...
together wif shuling, gopi, christy, roslin, ridz n i
den reach there play play a while
get ready lo.
on the way dere, we're complaining abt dat person. hehe shan't say who is it. haha!
den go to our different station n stay there lo. get ready before the grps come.
play games den all proceed to last station.
for all.. i tink my game is de best! got seawater ma. haha!
but i was going thru n fro getting water only. haiz..
last station abit failure.. but still got abit hope lar.. except all their points very low.
den tak bus go back sch!
go back sch de lecture eat into other time until
we hav no choice but to chiong everything.
15mins wash up only!
each also very short.
den ridz n roslin run out of sch to buy padlock.
throw me n christy all alone dealing wif the campfire prep!
stupid. i still fuming hor. dun tink de anger so easily subsides.
but lucky. the campfire still a success BUT WHY MUST IT RAIN!
stupid seh.. make us waste our effort.. n de scouts didnt even participate!
make me shout like hell also no use..
now got sore throat alr. ah!!!
den dunno why.. kamini do 2 baboon make me shout till no voice also busy drinking water..
same for the i ask my love.. i tink 3 times sia.
den after dat rain all go get poncho n go canteen for supper.
after dealing wif that.. rain got smaller so all sleep in tent again.
then we got debriefing..
also very long and de committee was announced!
so shit. i dowan.. i wan my sec2 squad now. ><><
list was dat edwina, chair
ridz n cl, vice chair
roslin, admin
this are de top 3 position.. including kamini discipline officer. haha!
den after dat nth else.. all wanna sleep liaos.. den run to bathe n sleep!
on the way found dat it was drizzling.
but edwina insisted for us to sleep in tent again.
OUR TENT WAS WET LAR!
but no choice to juz sleep lo. who tell vice campchief say dat.
den morning woke up do area cleaning n go home.
roughly like dat lar. haha!
i tink dats all for de whole camp.
but i could really feel alot of ppl not happy wif my position n also.....
all those hypocrite congratulations... haiz...
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