Thursday, November 16, 2006 . 7:01 PM
haiz.. came back again.. duno wad happen to me 2dae leh.. feeling bored.. after my tuition =.= first tym lyk dis.. cuz everytym when i tink dat my tuition is gonna finish i was so excited and happie..but duno y 2dae hav to dis type of feeling.. it seems to be gone in my heart.. wad happen? i hav lots of question mark on my head.. :'( feeling down... oso duno yhaiz.. yest when back to sch and saw dat i was in 2E.. mayb sum of u may tink dat i was naggy cuz i got tell sum of u.. but it was quite shock n sad 4 me lar.. i onli noe 2 gals!?! sad neh.. haiz... duno how ler.. den got my family members n tuition cher nagging @ me... trying to make a story to tell me tuition cher how it goes.. but since she didnt ask.. i oso cant be bothered to dig a hole 4 myself.. haiz.. naw, i oredy get over de sad dat i was in 2E but i still duno y i was still so sad leh.. i reallie wonder hu can bring me mo0d up.. ): kaiting.. sorry.... i was actually lyk sort of venting de sad or anger on u [2E] SORRY!! :'( reallie sorry u wun blame me ritex?
stupid npcc.. juz bcuz got ppl dye or spray thier hair into light brown or duno wad color.. we got 10 pumping.. =.= still ' one for all, all for one' i doubt not... but juz bcuz "kite" step on de banner.. sec2 squad owes him 11 pumping? i thot normally is lyk 5, 10, 15 or 20??? how cum got 11 de.. so weird =x haiz.. mo0d goes down.. wad i rite oso weird weird de.. how i wish got sumbody can appear n make me happie... went for de recruitment preparation.. n was lyk hearing ppl sae tings bout our sch..=.= make de "kite" lyk so scared.. den edwina n me oso affected.. even go toilet oso abit scared! after lunch we was lyk tying knots=.= to prepare for de 15 Dec campcraft test..dotz...... still quite long but revise earlier oso gud (:
feeling sad is 1 ting.. but i still hav to carry on.. quite tough.. i tink i shuld try to change my mo0d or i tink i would suffer..mayb hear de song too lnog oso affect my mo0d =X [ sry tokin of crap bgan]